Was there ever a time in your life that you look back on and ask yourself, “What in the world was I thinking?” Or, you just like to block that part out of your mind – like it didn’t exist? That’s how I feel when it comes to Mr. Fighter Pilot. I know that I learned things about myself having gone through that relationship but if I’m being honest, I would say that it didn’t make me a better person. I know how strong of a person I am, but better? No. I say that only because I felt like a horrible person for the way I felt at times about him, his children, even his ex. I had to go to therapy to process those feelings and thoughts to be able to express them in this blog and gain some sense of purpose for what I endured and to hopefully provide some perspective (albeit in a humorous way) to anyone who may be going through something similar. So, I post my experiences with Mr. Fighter Pilot chronologically and if the post pertains to him it will reflect in the title as (FP, year). Granted, he’s not the only one that made me state that my picker is broken but he was the one who made me wave the big red “Woman Down” flag! No worries though – I wasn’t down for long as you will surely read along and get all the tea! Do you take sugar or honey in yours? Either way, enjoy the taste!
Until next time…xoxo
Tracy
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