It was just before Thanksgiving and I was wondering if I would hear from Mr. FP as the plan was for him to come and stay with me. So, I waited to hear….and waited some more…and then it was Thanksgiving Day….and there was no word from him.
I was hurt, of course I was hurt. Most of all, I was angry. I was done. I wasn’t reaching out. He made it a habit to pick a fight so that he could do anything he wanted knowing that if I had done what he did, he’d be upset. It was usually going out drinking with his fellow fighter pilots or spending time with his soon to be ex-wife (whom he claimed he couldn’t stand and always argued with) when he went to see his children. Once he did whatever it was he wanted to do he would contact me, apologize, (I would fall for it inevitably) and everything would be good. Well….. not this time. I wasn’t going to wait for him to call, text, etc. But – I didn’t have to wait – contact from him when he returned to NV didn’t happen. Note – he did fly into Florida for Thanksgiving to see his kids but not to see me.
It wasn’t until Christmas Day that I heard from him. He text me Merry Christmas and said he hoped that I was having a great day. I was actually angry that he reached out after so long….and I did not respond! I felt there was a reason why he reached out. I was moving on, spending time with my friends and I did a pin up photo shoot that I know he had seen pictures of. Well, he could look all he wanted. I wasn’t responding.
The saga continues next Saturday….
Until next time…xoxo
Tracy
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